passed my NAPFA 2.4 with 16.23 mins! that's the bestest best time that i've ever had. almost wanted to stop because my back muscles were just killing me but i guess it went okay because the PE teachers were screaming at us to pick up the pace and swing your arms frantically in a last minute attempt to ensure no failures. and the funniest thing is that my legs didn't ache after that, it was my hands that couldn't stop trembling. thank the Lord for the willpower that he's given me. now if only i can get the 5 items...

just so exhausted today even though i had a great sleep last night. 2 tests, though open book, rarely makes a person's day. somehow my interpretation of the Ariel question seems so different from the rest of my classmates. there was something to be said about going home after school, with great cooling weather and just falling asleep. ended up not doing anything today, not going out or going back for guides because there was no guides and it was a last minute thing so by the time i knew, it was too late to make plans. anyway, it's not like i have a lot of time now since i've got to practice my piano...

i don't know what's the matter with me and the whole situation suddenly seems so fickle at some point of time so i'm trying to look beyond that and not stay in a stasis of seeming darkness...